Monday, April 5, 2010

I hate what I do

Romans 7:15 "For what I am doing I do not understand. For what I will to do, that I do not practice; but what I hate, that I do."
I am tired of choosing self over God, I am tired of looking at sin, and choosing it, I am tired of not being tricked, but knowing sin, and having the ability to say no, but instead of fleeing from it, I dive headlong right into it. I am tired of not fighting, I am tired of being numb and not caring. I pray for deep conviction, with Joyful obedience. I pray for a heart change. I pray for forgiveness.

2 comments:

patch said...

the fact that you hate your sin and are tired is very encouraging. its a sign of a godly man....a man after God's own heart.

By Grace, Through Faith said...

thank you, the problem is that I dont always hate the sin, I hate the fact that I dont hate the sin.